Why?

Did things have to end and turn out like this? It feels so strange to act like you didn't ever exist in my life. But I guess if that's how you want it, that's how it has to be. It's pointless to try to erase a year in a month, at least for me. It's so sad. The memories are very sad but not as vivid. I've been okay regardless. I just have to wonder why? What is there to take out of this?