Yeah you've been around...

But you ain't got nothing left...

Anastasia:
jaz
jaz
jaz

4:21am Jaz:
dont ax me why i be up
wassup girl

4:21am Anastasia:
i'm so extremely lonely

4:22am Jaz:
whaaat really

4:22am Anastasia:
it sucks idk
i'm listening to old dumb shit
or have been
so iv'e been like
you know
you know
it's stupid
i'm stupid
so stupid

4:23am Jaz:
ahh stop listen to happy stuff
i'll be back on saturday!

4:23am Anastasia:
i know i'm just like
being alone
makes me so mad
bc new york is so fucking lonely when you are alone
AND I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE YOU KNOW
so im just idk freaking out
i almost got mugged i think tonight
just walking around and the funny thing is, i was just mad like
i wasn't supposed to be walking alone i was supposed to have him
i'm sorry i'm freaking out

4:25am Jaz:
it's okayyy
but you are fine without him

4:25am Anastasia:
i just look around and i'm like what the fuck
why am i in union square alone
why am i at the brooklyn bridge alone
when i made plans with him to go there
and most importantly WHY AM I NOT OVER THIS

4:26am Jaz:
yeah...

4:26am Anastasia:
i just don't know
i think it's always going to haunt me honestly
i just want to rip out his intestines

4:27am Jaz:
but you guys were bound to break up eventually

4:27am Anastasia:
i know just not like that never like that

4:27am Jaz:
yes it's going to haunt you if you let it

4:27am Anastasia:
it just crushed my trust in people
he just crushed my trust in everyone
just like that with his skinny bony fingers just like that
like it was nothing

4:28am Jaz:
there are going to be people like that in everyone's life

4:29am Anastasia:
i know it just doesn't make it any better
i just want to pin him down and punch him over and over again
so he feels something at least a little bit of what he has done to me.