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Sometimes I think I am that very shallow typical girl. Sometimes I wish my writing was better and more cryptic, more dispersed. Sometimes I wish I had an imagination so that I could write poetry or songs. Sometimes I wish I had musical ability and not athletic ability. Sometimes I wish I had more ambition. Sometimes I wish I wasn't so bipolar. I'm not really that shallow, I'm just always up and at it, trying to laugh louder than anyone. I just exaggerate a lot, I crave attention, but what's more shallow than that? I'd like to think I am deeper than that, in fact I know I am. But it gets even more shallow because I sincerely think that no one could ever understand the thoughts that race through my head on any given day.