It's been a long time.

As much as I want to write a long, nostalgic re-cap of freshman year, I think I am going to put a hold on it to just relax. I am back home in Dallas, everything is uneventful. It occurs to me that I don't really have anyone to hang out with. Not anyone I want to hunt down anyway. I'm dreading July, when I will have to discuss my future college plans with my mother. It will likely not be a discussion but a yelling match. Either way, I think I have decided that I am going back to St. John's. It seems like everyone I know is going to Austin. Also, I will probably not get into UT, seeing as I made all Bs and one C this semester. I don't want to jinx it, but things have been going very well in New York. I feel like I found a comfortable place to belong, and I am a very hard person to please. I am hoping I get housing soon so that I have that off of my shoulders. Summer has been boring thus far which has me hoping for it to go by quickly but I already know that it will. I like a person, it's pretty clear, I think he likes me too, I'm not quite sure what it all is, or what we have, but I guess I will enjoy speaking to him this summer and see where it goes. It's a hard situation to read, but I think this has been long overdue for me. Again, I hope I don't jinx it because there is still a long summer ahead. I was folding all my clothes today and I counted that I had 49 dresses, which is very crazy. I have yet to receive my camera but I plan on spending the summer perfecting my skills once I do receive it. I'm transferring majors to Gov and Poli and minoring in Journalism, also I'm going to try to join clubs next year and actually participate in them. Hopefully I won't become sidetracked, my grades have been less than stellar. I bought a 1500 piece puzzle today to keep me busy. Ben K is coming to Dallas in June. I also want at least one of the six people that said they'd visit me in Dallas to well... visit me in Dallas. I think I'm going to try to take my job back at TCBY, maybe get a part time job teaching tennis. I've been jogging everyday and maybe I will pick up tennis for the summer seeing as how I want to lose some weight. If everything goes as planned, and I make some money, I hope to travel a little in July. Maybe save up for an apartment in NYC. And if I don't return there, it will be a bummer, but the situation in Austin is pretty fruitful, since I already have some roommates in place. Texas is just not as exciting as NY either way. I want to keep busy this summer. Doing productive things this time around, and learning to be more independent I suppose. I want to start going to the library again, renting some movies, reading some books, writing a little, painting new things. I'm going to put together my drumset and maybe actually learn a little something or two. Also, I am selling lots and lots of old clothes since my closet is just about full. I need new glasses since I lost my old ones. I hope to save up money for my Russian doll tattoo and the many piercings I want. Also I think I will paint my room this month so that it doesn't look like a princess' castle. I think that's about all in my life right now. It feels good to just put it down in words.