3 days.

I know I'm about to embark on the adventure of a lifetime but my heart is so seriously heavy. I also know this feeling will disappear eventually but I'm still a teensy bit sad. Knowing you won't return to your home for a long time is never comforting. It feels like I am just waiting for these next 3 days to go by and doing nothing. I wish I could be doing something, but there is really nothing left to do. It's going by like every other day this summer has so far. Ordinary. I'm so nervous and I'm so excited and I feel so unprepared but also ready at the same time. Is that even possible? I don't know if I spent substantial time with my family this summer but I tried as best as I could, or wanted to. It's going to be weird only communicating with my parents and friends through Skype, since texting or phone conversations are out of the question. I will get over it, I know this. I'm just a melting pot of emotion right now.
Yesterday my mom and I went shopping and we broke the bank. I got these:

And these...

And some Lancome make-up, lounge pants, underwear, and some expensive, nice bra. I'm pretty stocked up, all I need is an adapter for my electronics.
Biding my time, you know?